In His Lavishness.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Journey of 'DRAWING NEAR'.

Yesterday, i began my half-day fast.
Yesterday, i began my choco fast.
And yesterday...
i began the 12 session on 'Drawing Near'
By John Bevere.

indeed, the fasting and session has gave me great revelation.
The bible scripture becomes clear to me.
i'm loving it! hee~

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Never will i ever deny that my family do affect me.
it can be both positive and negative.
Firstly, don't get me wrong that i'm being negative here.
i'm not.
My heart aches b'cos of their negativity.
I love them... thus
I really wan to see them happy
I really wan them to have hope in their life.

Esp, my sis comment over the new t700 i have...
it's hurtful.
There is so much anger and jealousy in her.
Oh, i wish i can convey to her that..
do not be jealous of what others have
cos u have alot more, but u don't realise it.

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i never put christianity into the box of religion.
it's MY PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP w/ God.

Oh, constantly how i'm amazed over God's plan.
Constantly, i'm reminded of my salvation.
7 years old, God found me.
I was a quiet girl.
Even my family doesn't know, why overnight i become
super talkative.

i was haunted by...
their belief
and i lost hope in life.
This explains my reluctant to speak
This explains why i fail in pri 2

Never will i forget how young i was
and begin to pray to Jesus
"If you're real, reveal yourself to me!"
Thus, during Good Friday service
i find my hope in life again...
i always rem the pastor says
In Christ, there is hope
B'cos He loves me.
Pri 3, i received christ in my life

It is only last year, i'm walking with God.
=)

Yest, i was reminded of fortune-telling.
Nah. i'm not coming close to this.
Having a personal promise from God
is the greater of all!

(xo Missy xo) ♥ 9:34 AM

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